Time for me to settle down?

Life is very challenging, and some challenge wanted to bring you down to nothing. When there seem no hope for it, you see weak light of hope. What is these hope? Who gave these hope? God is the one who provide it. It's like a father teaching a sons how to walk. The father cannot walk for the son, nor the son can learn to walk without guidance. To walk the path or Jesus is not easy. We fall, get up and fall again.

For God's path is full of promises, same with the path of fallen angels. Decision is up to us, so please choose wisely.

Jeremiah 29:11-14
"For I know well the plans I have in mind for you...plans for your welfare, not for woe! plans to give you a future full of hope. When you call me, when you go to pray to me, I will listen to you. When you look for me, you will find me. Yes, when you seek me with all your heart, you will find me with you..."

God knows what we wanted, but he will not give us just like that. We need to pray hard, pray with heart of hope, not despair. Pray in heart of humble, not ordering. We are children of God, we receive and obey what He has given us. God's know what is good for us, and what we need not. He put a purpose in our life, ask us to save and keep treasure in Heaven, not save for earthly thing, where earthly material will be eat and destroyed by moth.

SHAQLER performance @ 44CLASH

Impressive performance.. I LIKE!!!

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Test It Out! Bleh~!

Touching Story

Yesterday was a busy day. My sis and sista in law having a mini gathering @ home for their honeymoon wedding. The night before (8th Sept) was 'Bachelor Night' and I stay with Sista in law @ Swiss hotel. His frens were there too and had fun drinking and playing.
Then yesterday morning I drove the car back home and prepare for lunch. Most of our relative from Sg.Liang and Chu Ba came for the lunch. Later evening me and my father sent both of the newly weds couple to airport.
My sis / My mom gave me a ring, wearing that ring gives me a girly feel, haha, but its nice. On the other hand i feel grown up when wearing it too..XD.

Sushi From someone special.

Life is simple and easy. Just like this sushi, it may look ordinary, but the interest is not at its look or how professional it was made, its more important on who made it, and to whom it was given.

Shared some of this sushi with mom and she said it was nice.

Found iT

FOUND The Nike Shoe I wanted online... now just to earn money to get it! KEKEKE

Things I wanted and Do list

What I got, and what I wanted to get within next half year:-

Things I got:-
1) Dell Studio DeskTop with 20" Screen nice for Movie.
2) Dell Mini 10v Laptop suit for travelling.
3) Sony Cybershot T300 Digicam.
4) Harddrives and PenDrives.
5) N81 Nokia handphone with Cool Bluetooth Headset.
6) Yoyo Suitcase & Bags with nice Collection of Yoyo.
7) Fake Nike Shoe.


Things I wanted to get within next half year:-

1) New pair of spectacles with ultra trim glasses - B$200+

2) New pair of original NIKE Shoe - B$200+

3) Gundam Action Figure - B$500+

4) Final Fantasy Cloud Action Figure - B$70+

Wishlist to get a Sony Digital Recorder, will target it once I got all above items. Not to forget Asia Pacific will be held in Singapore next year March 2010 which will cost me around B$600 - B$700 with travelling and accomodation expenses. So I need to save up roughly 1.7K within 6 months.

As for CF5 stock and expenses, I'm still thinking of ideas to get the budget >_<. Hopefully everything go smoothly and pray that I got the Knowledge and Wisdom to handle all these challenges and targets.

3 years.

3 years of sweetness & bitterness, with full of life experience with my loved one. Know her from stranger till we become good friend, then the relationship slowly evolve into life time partner, which we need each other in our daily needs. With some argument along the path, things does not turn out bad, but rather strengthen and foster our relationship. There is time where she would give me advice, and there is time where she would burst into tears.

There is one important lesson all these years for me, it is easy for you to fall in love to someone that you had being dreaming of, but what makes it hard is the on going process to support each other in times of needs and suffering. It is very easy to couple with someone, but it is hard to maintain the relationship, especially when you reach to a point that you found out you are on the wrong path.

Missed IYF yesterday as I overslept. Relationship with Jesus is what I need to foster also. My heart is still at the border line, where there is times I'm blunt in making decision.

Yoyo Grave?

Had some bad dreams these few day, tire? During daydreaming, am dreaming of having a grave filled with yoyos when pass away. I wanted to have a Glass Stone Tablet, with yoyos filled inside.

Life? As usual, trying to keep things "normal" and did not hang out much these few weeks. Stayed at home and rest. Confirmed not going to join MYYC unless miracle happen, sorry Dimi, Raymond! All finance had being allocated to future house. next time you guys can come bunker in my room, small one, but at least its "MINE" =).

I used my laptop @ my future room and found that the internet signal was very good, quite happy about it and can't wait to move in.

Changed my table position @ my office and now feel refresh again for working.

Future House

Did some shooting near my future house. Never had such feeling of wanting something that we needed in life. Yoyo is just part of it, but basic needs such as cloths, shelter and food are what we should aware of. We cannot just take things for granted. Especially that nowadays the basic needs can be easily obtain as long as we have the money.

I skip youth fellowship yesterday craving for internet games...its a bad decision after all. Fung Mei message me early this morning asking about my absent. Leadership is everyone responsibility,everyone is a leader in one way or another. Thanks Fung Mei for your message.

Haze..

Haze. H1N1 is not fully controlled yet, and now its haze. Went to Miri last Sunday with family doing some furniture shopping. Bush fire can be seen everywhere which caused the haze everywhere now. Haze is making people sick. After shopping with family, I joined the youth bbq @ church. It was a tire week for me last week, but now things are going smoothly for me. Work rate had gone to normal pace, had not update myself in recent happening in yoyo.

Currently ongoing hype for yoyo is the IYYO and WYYC. There will be a lots of freestlye video coming out soon!!!

Stress - Physically & Mentally

"Target, Target Target", "Due date here and there and running out of time!", isn't it part of our life to mention these? Stress, be it positive or negative, can lead to pressure a person's thinking. There are many kinds of stress, namely Environmental, Economic, Occupational, Physiological, Psychological & Social stress. These kind of stress comes to our life like a wave, sometimes it's a small one, which we can handle, sometimes it come in a big one without warning.

Reading above make you stress? Haha.. I had always asked myself to go back to the beginning of the whole question : Why am I getting all these stress? And my answer will always be : That's because God want to do miracles and bless you! So that HIS name will be glorified! Amen!

When next time when you are stressed, why not come back to God and talk to Him? Its another way of having relationship with him.

MYYC 09

Malaysia Yoyo Championship will be happening on 29th and 30th August. I wanted to join, but my current condition won't allow:- need to save up for housing loan, H1N1 is roaming everywhere, my family and my cute girl will angry if I go. I checked Air-Asia and the fare was B$100, very very cheap, last booking date will be tomorrow 26th.

So what should I do to embrace my dream?

New Blog Created http://yoyoinginbrunei.blogspot.com/.

Nathan and me will be running this blog. Check it out for any update news about yoyo.

Emo

Today feel emo. Thinking back old times when i started the relationship, and how we have grow together. Feel so happy, yet I believe there are more to come in the future. The most important thing in a relationship is not the beginning or the ending, it is how you put effort to maintain. Sometimes it seem like you sacrifice for nothing, but feel worth it. I believe this is what we call Love. Above all things, God had love us, thou many of us did not know it.

Sometimes being emo, other people may see you as a weakling. There are much more yet to be done. Emo Emo Emo.....

Leadership.

Being a leader is not just having power. You need to create an energy, you just wont have the "power" by just having a title. Leadership is ultimately about creating a way for people to contribute to making something extraordinary happen. Leadership is about creating a stage area, where people can perform on it.

Being a leader is not easy, and if I did not work really really hard for it, I don't deserve to being called as a leader. Some may think that being a leader will get all the credit, but a true leader will bring the whole team out, no matter how the worlds sees the team.

I believe in a team, everyone is a leader on their own. It is just like a company with difference types of manager. If one manager is missing, the planned activities will face far more difficulties. A leader should not be afraid of challenges, especially challenges that pops out all of sudden. Apart from skill provided by the teammate, emotion is part of the play where Satan can just easily breaks in and set fire to burn the whole house.

There are still far more lesson I need to learn to being a leader. I don't like to lead, but I have no choice, I hate to stop doing what I had hate since long time ago. I need to think about others more rather than my own self.

Asking myself : "Am I willing to scarifies for the stranger?"

Yo-Splinter Meet @ Yayasan.

Have a small gathering @ Yayasan with Nathan, Ming, and Eric. Edward did not show up due to H1N1. Jia Jiunn joined us as he was free.

Nathan Hayabusa Axel Broke.


I "ding" Nathan newly bought superstar. Very Sorry aboout that Nathan.

Nathan did his own mod. This Baby weight 90 grams!!

Eric, sorry din took a photo of you. Next time I will.

Esacape

Today lunch at Escapade was suppose to be with Karen, who came back from Australia, but she seem to have some urgent matter and cant join us. I enjoy my Ramen and it was nice. But this California Maki got the crab stick with the plastic on!! Made a complain and the waitress replace a new one, improved service i should said.

IYF Friendship nite

Having Fun @ IYF Friendship nite. Hope everyone enjoy it! Be Blessed!

At Ogdc

After Raining, OGDC is filled with lots of small insect. Some bite.. and bite more painful than mosquito. Bleh. Playing yoyo as usual for saturday. No one joined. But nothing can stop me. Whakaha...bleh.

My dream

wooden cursed mask fits on a tree. The mask is a face of a girl who was being tie and burn to a tree many many many century ago. The hatred of the girl form a evil spirit that turn things around the tree to dust.

I dream of a man holding the mask, approaching the tree...hmmm...seem like legend. Was wondering during old times, when people had this kind of dream, they will share it and make it as a legend of the town and try to make a physical illustration of the scenario and worship it.

Lulu's Photography.

Some photo took by Lulu during ICC. She is very talented.

Talent Contest Semi- Final

Thanks EaHui for shooting and uploading the video. Kinda lame when looking back at it, haha. But well, I did my best to show it all. Need more practice in front of mirror to improve myself.

Dell Inspiron Mini 10V

Today was not concentrate and got myself a mini laptop...hahaha. How? due to a stupid advertisement in newspaper.BUt kinda like it after using it for a hour..

Bag Found

One policeman called me last night around 11.30pm and ask me to pick up my bad and my diary. Praise the Lord.

Messed up Timetable

Had being sleepy during the day and awake during the night. How can i get this cured? Coffee? Sleep more?

Lost My Personal Diary

I lost my personal diary today at the bank while i was paying up my credit bill and getting some cash. Totally forgot about the bag with diary inside and left the premises. When i went back, 10 mins later, the thing is not there anymore. Oh, Heavenly Father, please have mercy on whoever took it for they do not know what they are doing. Please have mercy on them and let their heart be corrected.

CF4 Day 1,2 &3

Phew, Consumer fair really consume a lots of energy to run and to make it really happen. YO-Splinter Crew were the youngest exibitor among all the other 300 booths, and we got lots more attention as we perform and showcase our tricks on the stage and inside the booth. Met a lots of olds friends and brings back a lots of memory about my past.

And what's great is that we were able to meet with local famous DJ IZAN!!

A challenge.

Yesterday and today was so challenge about my faith to God. Everything seems to against me and I was thinking if those are from God or from the devil. Well, all well end well and all the time is in His hand. He know our limit and he know how can we can be challenged. Got what i want and I'm happy about it. There is still more to come, but i have more faith in Him now.

All Majesty to the King of Kings!

Fireproof

Watched a very touching story today. Its entertaining and challenging reminder of what it takes to win in a marriage. Divorces case seem so common these day and some people took granted for it and forgot what the Lord had prepare for us.

Remember that God has never given us challenges that we cannot handles. Its a very good movie indeed. If you happens to saw the dvd in the shop, be sure to grab it, "Fireproof" is the name.

CF4 (Consumer Fair 4) Signing Ceremony

Went to do some signing and demonstration at Sunlit Advertising for the upcoming CF4 event. Hope things will go smoothly and we'll see the outcome!!

At Singapore

Spend some time with ESAB, our company electrode supplier, at Singapore. Nothing much to mention as all is work related. Drop by some nice place like Marina Barrage, Vivo City, Queensbay. Got my Self a hiking bag and shop many many chocolate. I also bought one Fortune Cat.