Destiny

Truth, I'm still searching of my destiny. There is many things I wanted to do, but what is really HIS destiny for me. Feeling sick now, and my body temperature was abnormal. Another reason is that I'm reading Ecclesiastes. This is the first time I found difficulty in reading a bible. I just finished the 1st chapter, and I felt a dark force " devil", was taking advantage of me. Wispering in my head, telling me to do this and do that. It is so suffering. No matter what happen, I'll have to continue to read and finish Ecclesiastes.

May GOD bless everyone.

Heart

An action without the HEART of doing it is meaningless. Everything is meaninging less if there is no God in your heart. What if you gain everything in the Earth, but lose your very soul? Bad or Good is not for me to determine, I'll just leave everything to HIM, and do the things HE told me to. Starting to read Ecclesiastes.

Faithfulness

Whatever you do in word or deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus. - Colossians 3:17

While waiting for my car to warm up before going to work after lunch, I saw these plants infront of my garage erected so straight up. It reminds me something - "A thrown away plant was trying to reach the sunlight to survive". It is so sad to hear teenage says "its boring, I got nothing to do" or something like " other people will do it for me". The world is spining and everything is everchanging be it revolution or improved technology, but HIS love never! A painter job might be simple and easy, but a bridge supporting everday user depends on the painter job to make sure the bridge wont rust from the inside out. The painter might be looked as a slaves in human eye, but he is a tresure in Heaven when he did all things in HIS name.

Whatever task given to you, be it small or big, do it with all might, in the Mighty Name of the LORD.

Justice

Psalm 58:1-2 Do you rulers indeed speak justly? Do you judge uprightly among men? No, in your heart you devise injustice, and your hands mete out violence on the earth.

I think it's time for me to start to do something little for others once everyday now. A little help inregardless of my status. These few months had being busy with selfish aim and work.

The Path Ahead

Lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the age. —Matthew 28:20.

Be brave and have courage when you face a challenge. Thanks God for all wisdom and talent HE had prepare for me, in the past, present and in the future. All happening is to glolified HIS name. I may had plan and choose the road of my future, but HE will prepare another fruitful road that I had yet to understand. You will understand when you believe, and the rewards will be far greater then what you had planned. God Bless.

Be ready, He is coming.

Behold, an angel of the Lord stood before them, ad the glory of the Lord shone around them. - Luke 2:9

Today at office, I saw people busy with daily stuff, people sitting down at resting area thinking. With all people doing their own work, I was wondering if there is anyone carrying Him inside their heart.

Be ready, for He will come in the near future. And with Love, please touch anyone around you. Most of my family, friends don't understand why I'm willing to pay up to B$820 for a ticket to Indonesia. But I know, I'm in HIS timetable, and everything will be blessed.

I had experience many times that I had being blessed if I believe, therefore I'll continue to believe and with Faith, I accept every challenge HE gave me.

Random Sky

I took this pic when Edward was driving me to OGDC few days ago. It seems like Heaven is opening up and the HE is coming.

3 Days of God's Love

21th March 2009:-
While waiting for Prof to pick me up to Swiss Hotel, my dad and cousin came to me and we chat about my trip to Indonesia. Suddenly my dad asked if I had applied Visa for the trip. Things starting to look bad from that moment onward. I'm bringing a heart full of anger and dissapointment toward the praise and worship. But God is merciful and good, my anger turned to JOY of tears during the praising, and my dissapointment turns to HOPE when i was listening to the sharing by a Malakian. I prayed all nights until I fall asleep.

22nd March 2009:-
Rushed to airport early in the morning to change my flight schedule, paid B$370. Visited Fung Ling YiYi house and chatted with her till noon. She bought me lunch too. God is good, God provide someone there to remind me to take care of my health. Slept for the whole afternoon and join the IYF at Berlinda house for BBQ. When home Tired and wore out. Prayed for my messed upcoming two week schedule.

23rd March 2009:-
Went to Indonesia Embassy in the morning with one of my co-worker. Paid B$70 for the Stupiak Visa. So basically my air ticket to Indonesia this very 1st time will be total of B$820. And worry about future budget. God is good, I have Faith in HIM that he will take care of my finance if I believe. Was laughed by everyone in the office, but anger was not with me, God's mercy is with me :D .