Uh Oh..

Uh oh... I'm lost count of my days in life. Been busy with all the works / yoyos. Could say that 90% of my time is work 5% is yoyo and 5 % is family, 200 % for the loved one.

But still, work is never ending and seem like I have lost time tracking of who am I, where I should stand, what's the purpose of my life.

No confidence, no self-opinion, is not what a leader should need, but I need to get rid of those. Am i afraid of falling on to the ground? Am I afraid I could not climb back up after the fall?

What more do I want? What do I need to plan?

All in all I could say that "theories" is hardly to be 100 % matching "practical".

I won't know I'm thirsty unless I drink the cup of water or my body told me so. What's the use for a mind with is not cooperating with the fresh?

Questions keep rolling in my brain, but life still needs to goes on.

Who Am I?